吳小毛的境象劇場

有人說思念是一種病，也有人說思念是一種很玄的東西。或許，思念是一種很玄的病... 它霸佔你身上某個角落，卻佔著茅坑不拉屎；它牽動你的思緒，但又缺乏具體內容；它來去無蹤，卻讓人發呆傻笑，甚至覺得幸福...

今晚推薦 Willie Nelson：Always on My Mind (1982)

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蔣勳說：捨不得、忘不掉，是幸福的開始。我想這就是思念...

這種病不痛不癢，其實也無傷大雅，沒有感染前兆，無需大驚小怪，偶爾會有潛伏期，加上少許併發症，如觸景生情或動作遲緩，或覺得自己是神經病之類的... 思念無法預防，也無藥可醫，只有等待。但可確定的是，當思念漸漸帶來一種幸福感覺的時候，大概就快好了。

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如果思念是一種幸福，歲月就是一種驕傲，因為可供思念的東西越來越多...

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這是一首思念的歌，帶著惋惜，卻不見悲傷，曾有許多著名翻唱。Willie Nelson 聲音扁扁的，好像歷經滄桑，這是我最喜歡的版本。

Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
If I made you feel second best
Girl I'm sorry I was blind

*You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

And maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time

Tell me, tell me that your
Sweet love hasn't died
And give me
Give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied
Keep you satisfied