早春的夜晚,天空是紅色的,神秘的空氣中帶著潮濕,世界在寒冷的水平中冒出垂直嫩芽,睜眼或試探,彷彿醞釀某種甦醒,等待發生... 至於我,星期一的忙碌總是精彩,開車回家涼風拂面,滿腦子那些沒事找事的"事"... 好爽,謝天吧!
今晚推薦 Eric Clapton:Wonderful Tonight (1977)
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我喜歡沒事找事的事,勝過被規定的事,如同我喜歡有雜草的"綠地"勝過規劃整齊的公園...
沒事找事的事"彰顯"一種沒事找事的自由,一種"可能"的自由。這種自由是"長"出來的,就算外面世界烏雲密布,內心卻陽光燦爛,就算長得歪歪扭扭,卻是一種選擇。我想,也許我享受的,正是這種沒事找事的"選擇"的自由:可以選擇這樣做"或"那樣做的自由,甚至是選擇邊界或限制的自由... 甚至還包括選擇"放棄自由"的自由...
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今天有人說:"老師你太理性了"。也有人說:"老師你太浪漫了"... 我抓抓頭,也許理性到了極致,就是一種浪漫,或者,浪漫到了極致,就成了理性,總之一定得"活到底"才行。
怎麼說著說著,又變成存在主義了?
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一首好聽的慢歌,述說一件"根本不算事情"的事情,簡單卻深刻... 晚安!
It's late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She'll put on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."
We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."
I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.
It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."